Thursday, March 01, 2007
feel like typing out everything. but i really dont know how to.. something is juz bothering me.. :( hais.. why.. i juz felt that i suddenly have no one about all my stuff. hais.. at home i din tell anyone wad is happenin to me im juz alone at home.. i have no wan to tok to.. i seldom tok to my parents and sisters. hais.. wen im sad i need to make myself as happy as possible so they wont ask wad is going on to me.. im juz alone at home i have nobody to tok to or to share my trouble with.. all i can is juz keep it in my mind. nobody will understand what is going on to me not even my parents or my sister. ): hais. can anyone tell me why ? is like nobody will understand how i feel. at home if i get pissed off easily or i scold my sister or wad. my parent n grandparents will sae me.. but did they noe wad am i goin thru. no they dont. im look okay to dem but sometimes i reali not.. i cant show my emotional at home wen there pple around. hais.. i afraid tat i really cant ren le.. i can onli let my real feeling out wen im alone or everyone is sleepin at home.. hais. my parents will mostly gibe me wad i wan. but i juz feel tat they dont understand me at all bah. i also cant sae to dem tat u all dun understand me at all. cux it will hurt them too. hais.. i rather get myself hurt n ren all the stuff den tell dem all tis. hais.. i dont noe wad is happening to me. ): hais. i starting to hate my life le. alot of stuff happened and i sometimes really dunno how to handle. hais
siah. i llits tnac tegrof ginhtyreve.
i osla onnud yhw,
hsirehc ouy tola tub u llits tfel em.
nid kot rof eno ro owt swk le.
siah. ):
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